So i woke up this morning knowing today i had everything peiced toghther i had my girlfriends mom help me out and the had the guildance office at valley help me out.
so i left school as soon as i got there went to valley delivered the flower i had for breanna with a message saying “Meet me at the hoopty”
i had parked right in front of her and posted for half an hour
i was checking her twitter to know when she would be walking my way
so then i finally see her tweet so then i just thought showtime
i was beyond nervous my heart was beating so fast i did’t even know what to do.
as soon as she got in my eyes view(She was lookin real bad to tho) i gott up with the dozen roses i got for her and i gave it to her thinking like fucc all the work and running around the IE comes down to this moment so i tell her i got her a “lil sum sum” so we take a couple steps to the hatch of the truck and i had her a victoria secert bag. but there was no underwear in that bag whatsoever lol
she pulled the paper out the paper out and i got her a cherokke print bag from forgein exchange and she told me thanks thinking that was it Buuuuuuuuuuuut
knowing me i always pull some movie type of shit, i tell her to open it she opens it and theres a photo of me and her from new years eve at sycamore canyon park and i poured my heart out and wrote something meaningful behind the picture. the look on her face tho ahhhhhhh all the shit i had to go thru just for that moment it was all worth it and i’d do it all again if i had too ;*
2/12/12
This is the only place i’d allow myself to vent but fk.
im alone.
this is the worse feeling knowing the only person that was there for you is gone
i fucked up so bad, but words don’t mean shit.
actions speak louder than words.
